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Being stuck at home continues to wear on the entire household. Being semi-snowed in really shouldn't have made a difference to that vibe but, well, it did.

I got two lessons into the first drawing class I bought at udemy and realised it was *not* what I needed, and then was pleased that the $125 course I decided to take instead went on sale right after I made that decision.  It's still pencil and therefore not remotely intuitive, but has a lot more specific exercises, and I will suck it up and deal. (How to draw from beginning to master)  So far I'm making value scales and practicing blending techniques, which isn't exactly fun but *is* necessary, and feels like learning scales for piano.

Am I actually going to use this in my art business? (Am I going to re-open my art business?)  I don't know. Fanart is a strong possibility because fandom has been such a source of comfort and I like the idea of giving back. Whether I use the same pseud I make bookmarks with IDK, because I don't think I want anyone to be able to connect some of what I read back to my real life parent-ness. Or have the kids be able to make the connection, but if I make anything good I want to be able to share it here/instagram/ao3.

I've also been mostly managing to keep up with the cardio portion of my attempt at establishing better habits, which is awesome because I can already feel the difference in that it takes me longer to get out of breath, and I've been able to slowly bump up the speed (the treadmill we bought 15 or so years ago is finally getting really consistent usage between me and the kids PT.

I finally figured out one thing to do with lemon curd that doesn't require baking (I put it on a waffle) but I'm still kind of floundering. I know it's basically jam, but putting it on regular toast just seems wrong, and I really don't think it would pair well with any of my normal sandwich fixing. (chicken and jam or turkey and jam, with or without cream cheese, rocks.)

I guess that isn't entirely sameness after all. Nice.

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Today was the first day of any kind of coherent distance learning for the kids, which was ... well, there is a reason we don't homeschool, we are not at all suited for it.  There are some technical details to be sorted - O appears to have inherited some of her mom's strange effect on computers -- but we've muddled along somewhat reasonably. Luckily (and I suspect intentionally) her English teacher shifted their big project to be based on a book they get to each pick from a list of classic literature, and half of them are old enough that they are available free from the Gutenberg Project (since her library account is half-broken for unclear reasons, so no ebooks from the library.)  She picked Wuthering Heights, which I've actually never read, and should maybe do so. Dan's class is reading To Kill A Mockingbird, but they'd already started so he has his book on hand.

(Maybe going back to putting time in proofreading for the Gutenberg Project would be a good use of my stuck-in-the-house time.)

The ceramics and drawing teachers are still trying to figure out what on earth to do, and details are still getting hammered out for everyone at the state level as well. No one involved with this is getting paid enough, I'm pretty sure.

I continue to not have any significant illness symptoms, though the same cannot be said for everyone in the house. We'll see where we are once April comes around.
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 ...and schools are now closed through April 24th. 
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I just realized that almost all my recent posts are locked down to just me because of speculative angsting I don't really want to pull people into. Oops. I will be taking many uncomfortable tests soon, which have a very high probability of saying "you're fine" but the waiting is just ... ugh. 

The kids have finished their first semesters of regular high school and it is .. challenging?  As ever, the problem is not their smarts, but all those lovely ADHD/sad brain shenanigans.  They've also both come down with a horrid virus which means missing a whole lot of school, which doesn't help.

I am really perturbed that when the career center people came in to give the presentation about "hey, almost time to register for next fall" they apparently spent most of it on COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE which just makes the kids who are already definitely not on the straight-to-a-4-year path feel like crap, but given the current economy and population full of 20 somethings with five figures of student loan debt working retail and driving for uber on the side, i think it's irresponsible to be pushing it that hard for "everyone", especially without at least talking about the vocational/trade programs and community colleges and such. I mean, Shorecrest has an *in-house* culinary arts training program that is quite good, and that's not even the only thing they offer, but they don't seem to be pushing it.

(Jeez, do I ever journal about anything besides sickness, parenting and business?)

I am mostly drowning my sorrows in fanfic, which I now realize stems directly from seeing my twitter acquaintance [personal profile] lorata post a couple years ago about her Captain America story treating more realistically how two men who were from the 40s would handle waking up in a world where it was okay to be gay. I at that point didn't actually care about Captain America at all, and had barely ever read any fanfic, and now my habit has slowly snowballed to where I read far more of it than I do "regular" fiction, and most of it Marvel-based. (Also Leverage. Anything crossed with Leverage, because heists are pleasing.)  I also now have Opinions(TM) about how the movies massively screwed up Hawkeye, Black Widow, the Maximoffs and the Winter Soldier, and am probably going to shell out for Disney+ so I can watch whether they fix anything in the spinoff series-es. And I'm buying comics of characters I only learned about from fanfic.  The sheer quantity of Avenger fic which has the specific canon of MCU but substituting Matt Fraction-era comics Hawkeye is hilarious.

(The fic is Slow Work, and it's still one of the best long-form fics I've read.)

I haven't written any yet, though I'm starting to consider it in a "write the fic you want in the world" way, except the amount of research I would need to do is daunting for most of it. And I haven't written any fiction in 25 years. I might be able to manage the  Lilo and Stitch/Captain Marvel crossover where Stitch and Goose are buddies who wreak havoc at the beach without excessive prep, though.


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So I did my first high school bazaar, in the not-downtown-wilds-of-Marysville and it was, um, not good. As in I didn't sell anything not good, which had previously only happened at a show where there were basically no customers. These were not My People. (For one thing, there weren't any high schoolers there, who do tend to like my stuff.) At least it was a cheap show, and part of the issue was getting stuck in the 2nd floor room, but... I think I may give one other school bazaar a shot (though I do well at Cascade, but Cascade has lots of geeky families) and then probably knock that off the list of things to pursue for a while.

I did learn still yet more things about how to and how not to put together a booth in a 10x10 space. Despite the maker's market's encouragement for me to bring my nature photography as well, I just don't think there is much of a way to do so that isn't really brand-diluting. Maaaaaaybe I'll have a specially labeled "garden show special" crate of prints for the Spring Craft Garden show, because theme, but really I think I'm going to push the sparkly space thing harder, rather than broadening.  Maybe somewhere along the way I'll do an entirely separate show of the massive macro flowerscapes, but together in one physical space just doesn't quite work.

The shrinky dink nightlight experiments continue -- this was supposed to be the easy cheap thing that would expand my line and price range! Um... no. At least so far, no to the easy, and given that it takes 1 full sheet of inkjet shrink film at $2/page to make just the plate for one nightlight, not cheap, either. I'm hoping to write that all up separately as a technique post, because wow do my results vary from a lot of the tutorials I found on pinterest, but I haven't had a really successful result yet, either.

There has been an out of the blue bump in albums, so at least financially I'm on track.

It is 2:30, and I have not had a real meal. I need to fix that before I pick up my probably angsty teen in an hour. Puberty sucks, and it sucks harder with health issues. Poor little squirt. (And I am so tired. But that's the job, right?)



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Our final #roadsideattraction - the Oregon Vortex and House of Mystery! It's 100° and I am melting. #roadtrip #oregon via Instagram http://ift.tt/2aO0dA1

On 101

Aug. 10th, 2016 04:23 pm
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Battle Rock and the Prehistoric Garden #roadtrip #oregon via Instagram http://ift.tt/2b57IDP

Eugene

Aug. 9th, 2016 07:25 pm
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The Sun sculpture at Alton Baker Park this morning. #roadtrip #oregon via Instagram http://ift.tt/2bhNXt9

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My little photographers (at the polar bear exhibit at the Oregon Zoo) via Instagram http://ift.tt/2aDeQJo
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Her first double-decker ice cream cone. With sprinkles and a cherry because why not? #summer #ritesofpassage #yummy via Instagram http://ift.tt/29tLcWB
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Dad's Day

Jun. 19th, 2016 08:26 am
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We did well on the Father's Day present this year.
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All ready for the last orchestra concert of 6th grade!
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This is a collaborative project; D drew the trump head to start and then classmates gathered round to add suggestions, including the chicken body, pink pajamas, and a fair number of the text bits (the "Make America Afraid Again" protestor was his though, as is the syringe full of "jerk fuel"
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0's experiment turned out so pretty (which is why we used cauliflower instead of celery)
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It begins

Apr. 20th, 2016 11:29 am
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#sciencefair materials have been procured.

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